I'm with Spydeyrch!!! All the rest of the comments make me feel better about this mental condition-anxiety-withdrawl-addiction that drives me to spend spend spend and try try try and my night time is is the emoji below;

am I ready, do I need anything more, check OFF for the 100th time to see if there are any hot spots to make a kwik decision, drool over newly posted pics then I

ray: Dear Heavenly Father...let it be my turn- just a small one or two or my limit for today and tomorrow, actually I would be happy with just one...just one. Then I lay down with what is left of my night/morning and i :think::think: look at the time also for the hundreth time and:doh:

ray: please help me sleep so I'm fresh :think::wall:tell myself GO TO SLEEP ALREADY

ray: just one fish:wall: whaaa I only have an hour before my drive :shock: dang that was a rough nite all 5 minutes of sleep

I'm here!

no fish...obsess over OFF another week! And hunt for the right location and gear all over again.